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June 13th, 2007

Life one year later. @ 10:18 pm

Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: Soft Revolution, Stars

It has been almost a year since I last posted and it is almost unbelievable how much my perspective on life has changed. I started this new thing where I am refusing to accept other people's drama and BS and prioritize it in front of my own problems, because you know what? I have problems too and when I try to help some one else my advice always seems to fall on deaf ears any how.

But this is not really what my post is about. I wanted to post about how moving from my parents house into my own apartment has changed things. To be fair I will admit that financially my parents were pretty much supporting me all the way. But now I have made my own goals which rely on my own stability and I am proud of myself. I happy to be able to do things on my own and take pride in the things I have done, I am doing and the things I will do. I don't think I've ever felt this way before.

I have made a lot of sacrifices for this new found stability which include isolating myself from a lot of friends, from my family, giving up old interests to discover new ones.
Who knew I would love baking and decorating cakes, that golf is really fun, or that Jen, even though she is ten whole years older than I am, is really great and came to help me out when I made some really stupid mistakes.

I guess all I wanted to say is, I am happy to be alive and to be leading a life I can be proud of!
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Date:June 14th, 2007 04:29 am (UTC)
Well, I, for one, am happy for you!
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Date:June 14th, 2007 05:45 am (UTC)
you turned out to be a good kid
who woulda thunkit
come visit me, i'm bored
Date:June 16th, 2007 06:36 am (UTC)
Isn't it amazing how much liberation can change the way you think, act a live?
Self-dependance is one of the most wonderful things.

El diario de Becca

We suck young blood.